Poem by Unapologetic Woman

 

she failed for hundred times
and a hundred times she  rose
without knowing what exactly the future holds
 
she was given to them and she was back her home
that's how she spent her childhood
and lacked a backbone
 
she tried hard to become a part of the kin
but guess results were already declared by the god
as who will win
 
she stepped back
And allowed them to grow
Until the point, she was left with one road
And nowhere else to go
 
She packed her bags and moved the cities
Though she was scared like hell
But she didn't allow anyone to  pity
 
For her, she was the soul
And she was the heart
How could you think by this time she had never fallen apart?
 
She was grilled and she was accused
By the family and peers
Who didn't have any clue
 
She stood there like a thunderstorm
And allowed every wave to cool a bit and make her warm
 
She knew the road ahead is not easy
But she was beautiful and unlike other sleazy

She walked and walked and met a beautiful soul
Who filled her heart exactly at the place
 Where there was a big hole
 
She loved and laughed with him
And she knew this was the moment
She was waiting for the right hand to hold
 
She made a world of dreams and
And made his dreams come true
 
But that's when the god decided and plotted a twist
“You are not made for each other, and girl now you have to take a bigger risk’
 
She cried and sobbed
As if her treasure box got robbed
 
But Remember,
For her, she was the soul
And she was the heart
How could you think by this time she had never fallen apart?
 
 
She tried to take her life,
But she failed and failed
Till she realized what for her is right
And she allowed herself to get sailed
 
She stood strong again
And allowed the wind to blow
She gathered  herself gently just like a peacock's feathers
And like a lion she roars
 
 
 
She fainted a bit, and she lost her track
So what?
She was a gentle being
And not a brat.
 
She did everything she could, to make him happy
And just went into the time and recalled
When she lost her daddy
 
She has lost a lot more than she has gained
But deep inside she knew she is the one
Who got to achieve a lot before she gets into the frame
 
Either its she or love that is toxic
But she knew she has his back
And it’s time to stop the inner conflicts
 
She is different and she is not you
Who can't take a stand for themselves and wait for the good to happen, in a god’s que
 
She is a wild wolf
With a sweetheart
No No!
it's not that easy  now
to break her apart
 
Remembering the Unapologetic Woman